We're Not alone in our ritual

welcome to my blog :3
i'm nia, 16 years old, depressed, self harmer.
i often post about black veil brides, of mice and men, tolkien, harry potter, sherlock and personal stuff. my ask is always open if you need to talk.

you have been warned.

yes parents. i’m sorry i’m depressed. i’m sorry i can’t deal with myself. i’m sorry.

jinxxismylife:

woohooo!c; #jinxx #bvb #blackveilbrides
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Anonym sent: I know how you feel right kniow . but thinfgs will get better i swear! :) <3 Your beautifull inside and outside. :D

things will never get better. i will always be a depressed, suicidal, anxious piece of crap and with the grades i’m getting now, i will never achieve anything. i’ll never get a job i want.

Anonym sent: Please don´t do something bad to you! You´re amazing!

But I can’t do this anymore! It eats me from the inside. I don’t want to deal with myself anymore. You know what I’m doing right now? Writing suicide notes. Maybe I’ll literally attempt suicide, and maybe I will succeed. But it won’t make a difference. No one cares if I’m here or not. I am sick of this life. I just want it to be over.

i want to die.

Parents: What foreign language class are you taking this year?
Me: Math.
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(Quelle: danbutt)

gothslothasylumfun:

loving you was like loving the dead by plushiemaggielallysloths featuring gothic tops
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